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Count on me- Bruno Mars

Listening to radio is one of my end-of-the-day routine. I was getting ready for bed when I found myself listening to this song instead of sleeping. Bruno Mars never fails to impress me. The kind that makes you want to memorize every line so that you can sing it the next time. :) Can't wait to see his lovely performance here in the Philippines.

I will survive.

It has been a year since I suffered from rheumatic fever. It was like yesterday. It started from strep throat then an excessive joint pain most often in my ankles and elbows. So if you're suffering from strep throat, I recommend you pay a visit  to your doctor immediately. "Prevention is always better that cure."

There were times they carried me wherever I want to go. It's because I wasn't able to walk because of joint pain. They put me in the toilet, I peed then helped me back to bed again. That was my everyday routine. Darn it all. I had turned into a baby again, it seemed. I mostly didn't like the food they served and I usually left it untouched. I had to nap a few times a day like a little kid. I was too old for that but I had grown to enjoy naps, till now. :) There was a time I still couldn't stand up long enough to brush my hair, which I really wanted to do because it had started to look like a bird's nest. Lol

My life was so boring then, No night life, No beers, No LYKAFAYEMYKAALAINE! :( Yes, It was a nightmare for me. Till now I have ongoing medications. The worst thing is I have to live with injections till I reach 25 years old. Damn good, right?  But it gave me a lot of lessons in life. My family and friends showed their love and support for me. And now I knew they love me more than I'd ever suspected.

You guys better be aware of this disease. Read some articles about it. - Sarah.

I love Mama. :)

It's my Mom's 52nd birthday today. I so love her, No wonder why I've waited till 12am just to be the first one to greet her. :) She was my role model. She went through a lot and she made me strong. I know She's getting older, getting better, too. :)

Way back to childhood, She always remind me not to pursue dancing and just focus with my studies. You know what? At the back of my mind... I know She had always been proud of me. As you read this, my eyes are filled with tears. As I got home from school, She kissed and hugged me. It was so touchy because we've never been like this before. We are amazingly blessed to have a mom like her. Later we will have a little celebration. Just a dinner with mama's friends and family.

Tell me How, Tell me Who, Tell me When.

Let me share personal things about my love life. Aren't you thrilled? LOL. I admit. My heart had been wrong so many times. There were times I fall easily then regret at the end of it all. When I found out that the man I'd love for a long time was in love with another girl, I felt so weak. He even told me to just forget everything about us. The words were unbearably heavy for me and I felt like a complete idiot. It wasn't easy for me, I needed to talk with God. I knew He was behind it all. I shut the door in my room and started to cry. For one and a half years I'd been thinking of him as my potential husband. I never thought we ended up that way. He's messing everything up. Our plans & promises were fading. Though it hurts I still tried my best to understand.

Still crying, I began to thank God.(I know it sounds weird). But I know He's good to me. I know He's taking him away because He has something better for me. The one who really deserves me. That night was a turning point. I stopped trusting in my own plans and asked God to show me His.

My change of perspective began after we broke up. My friends were there to guide me.

I always hope that when I saw the man I was going to marry, It would be a sincere love. The real one.:) I have a long way to go. So far, I've been talking about my story. Would you share yours?

Subic-Zambales Trip.

My latest obsession is blogging. It was so much fun that I am now hooked on discovering nice places to visit. :) When our school organization(ATS) announced that we will be having a tour in Zambales, I didn't have a second thought but to join. Though I've been in Zambales last summer with my friends, I've always wanted to explore more attractions there like Anawangin Cove and Capones Island(Name it).

Fast forward to the day we arrived at Pundaquit Island. We rode a boat to Anawangin Cove where we had our lunch.

 I was tongue-tied by the beauty of nature. Isn't inspiring?

After goofing around Anawangin Cove, We went to Capones Island. As we reach the Island, we began to trek. Sun-kissed on my face.

Despite the heat of the sun, some bruises and scars. We still chose to continue trekking. Yes, it was my first time & Twas FUN. :)

By around 7pm, We stopped by the terminal. We reached Grande Island Resort via ferry for about 20minutes. Their buffet dinner was the best. The day after, We attended the seminar about tourism. Team Building Activity where our group won twice. Banana boat ride was fun even the boat tilted. Anyway, that was what we wanted. :))

I wouldn't trade this experience for anything. I've learned a lot from this tour and I'm so grateful to be part of ATS.(Association of Tourism Students). Great experience to keep! :) Till next time. -Sarah.