Let me share personal things about my love life. Aren't you thrilled? LOL. I admit. My heart had been wrong so many times. There were times I fall easily then regret at the end of it all. When I found out that the man I'd love for a long time was in love with another girl, I felt so weak. He even told me to just forget everything about us. The words were unbearably heavy for me and I felt like a complete idiot. It wasn't easy for me, I needed to talk with God. I knew He was behind it all. I shut the door in my room and started to cry. For one and a half years I'd been thinking of him as my potential husband. I never thought we ended up that way. He's messing everything up. Our plans & promises were fading. Though it hurts I still tried my best to understand.
Still crying, I began to thank God.(I know it sounds weird). But I know He's good to me. I know He's taking him away because He has something better for me. The one who really deserves me. That night was a turning point. I stopped trusting in my own plans and asked God to show me His.
My change of perspective began after we broke up. My friends were there to guide me.
I always hope that when I saw the man I was going to marry, It would be a sincere love. The real one.:) I have a long way to go. So far, I've been talking about my story. Would you share yours?
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